My first time as a Femboy CD pt 2

“Ohhh…God it hurts…stop…please stop.” I cried out. It really did not hurt that much to be honest I was more scared than anything and just being lubed by his spit was not working very well.

David pulled out of me and then shocked and scared me a little when he grabbed my face and squeezed hard.

“You fucking pussy bitch! You had better start getting used to getting your ass fucked! Fucking sissy faggot whore!” He said harshly and got off of me and lay down next to me.

I started to actually cry, not from the pain or him scaring me, but that I disappointed him.

“Please don’t be mad. Please…I want to I really do.” I pleaded with him. I did not want him to leave. “It just hurt a little and I got scared and…and we need something else to make it all slippery.”

David nodded, “Ok you little bitch, what do you suggest? We don’t have any lubricant. If you want to be my sissy slut girlfriend come up with a fucking idea.”

David’s harshness and anger to me was something new. He was always a very nice polite boy and I never saw him get mad since I had known him. When he was calling me a slut or bitch or sissy whore I just assumed it was part of us having fun, but now I started to think he was not just play acting. It was a little scary but I was also very turned on by it as well.

“I…I can get us something.” I mentioned softly.

David turned to his side and looked at me, “You stupid bitch. If you knew of something all this time why didn’t you say something?”

“I…I’m sorry.”

“Well don’t just lay there with a hard cock. Go fucking get it.”

I didn’t say a word but quickly got off the bed and hurried to my sister’s room. I had watched her masturbate at times when she did not shut the door all the way and had spied on her with her boyfriends so I knew she had some sex toys and assumed she had lubricant. I felt kind of bad going through her stuff; I know that sounds silly since I had borrowed her underwear at times but this seemed different. Renee was a great older sister and she always defended me and had my back when guys form school or around the apartment complex would call me faggot or homo or something and this just seemed wrong, but I really wanted David to be my boyfriend and me his girlfriend and if I didn’t get something and let him fuck me in my ass he would not want to be with me.