How I became a gurl

and... soooooo beautiful. I hardly hesitated. I didn't think at all. I just dropped to my knees and touched it, and then took it in my mouth!!!! It seemed so huge, although now I know it was just average. The taste was a little salty, but it turned me on so much to have a cock in my mouth. Somehow I knew this was right, it was meant to be, that this was something I had been wanting, needing, looking for!

I didn't suck him long, sure didn't make him cum. I freaked out after about 10 minutes and left. But I couldn't stop thinking about what I had done, or jacking off thinking about it. And I kept going back for more, and more and more. My mouth got better and better and sucking cock. After about a year or so I finally gave up my ass to a guy. It felt so deeply humiliating and wonderful all at the same time! Once again, I knew I had found something I would always want.

So was I gay now. No. I still got off to looking at girls and still loved lesbian porn! But watching women suck cock and get fucked made be long to be a cock sucking slut like them -- or a lesbian like them. Loving cock like I did, there still seemed to me something missing, an element that hadn't arrived yet. I knew what I was could be something more. But what?

I think I knew what that was, to return to my first hard ons, and dress like a women while being used by a man.