How I became a gurl

College was, as I suppose it is for many, my true sexual liberation/awakening. At first it was getting to roam the house naked, jacking off to porn mags whenever I want. From playboy I graduated to penhouse and was always drawn to the ads in the back. More and more it was the gay and shemale ads I dwelled over and jacked off too. Finally I got up the nerve to start going to local adult book stores. It was thrilling. The first time I bought mags from one I bought a lesbian mag and a shemale mag. I never even bothered to look at the straight stuff. Guess I just knew what I was, even if I wasn't admitting it.

The lesbo mag was hot. The shemale mag, not so much. But it still got me hard as hell to see a chick with a dick. One day I swallowed hard and decided to mail order some porn VHS. I ordered one lesbian tape and one gay. It was my first pure gay purchase. I took the letter to the post office at like 3 a.m. and drove to the post office wearing nothing but a long sweatshirt, that barely covered my cock and ass when I stood up straight. I was hard all the way there and all the way back!

It took forever for the tapes to show up. Boy did I spend a lot of time naked and jacking off once they did. The gay stuff was OK, but too artsy -- so I wore out the lezzie stuff, but still there was something about those hard cocks...

Mind you, even though I had girlfriends, I was still a virgin -- hadn't even managed to cop a feel yet.

The porn thing became addidictive -- surprised huh? I got used to going to the bookstores, eventually started going into the video arcades and dropping tokens to watch porn. Mostly I watched lesbian stuff. I couldn't get over how pretty, how hot and how nasty the girls were. I wanted to be one of them!

Naturally the booths had glory holes, but I had zero interest in putting my cock through one. I just knew I was more submissive and a bottom. It didn't even occur to me.

Then it happened. One night I'm in a narrow, dirty booth, jacking off to hot lesbian action and a hard cock suddenly appears in the glory hole to my left. Just sticking out there, disembodied, hard, thick and...