Getting Ready for my First

I'm about to turn twenty eight and I have been fantasizing about not just fucking a beautiful girl with maybe some C cup tits, a hefty cock and decent set of balls-But getting fucked by her too. I want so, so, so fucking badly to just be ravaged one night. I want to get barebacked and watch her face as she screams and comes inside my tight little ass. Because I am ready for it. I have no idea whether I'm bisexual because of that, or what the term should be for someone like me because I have always only slept with women. Regular guys, even effeminate ones never turned me on. Never. But by now, when I see even a crossdresser video, with some beauty who can't even pass with a closer look, I have to stop and jerk off to it at some point.

Back to my original point and title, here; I have never actually been with a shemale/transgender person before. I had the chance once and I blew it because at the time I couldn't admit to myself that I actually wanted it. Now all I want is to suck some of these dicks I see online and I want so fucking much to just once, oh who am I kidding, all the goddamn time to get fucked by a girl who's cock is as big or as thick as mine. I want one night at least to be
So, now that I know I do know what I want...I have been slowly, gradually building up my pain tolerance, my stamina even though I'm in great shape, I want to give her the fuck of her life. And of course the elasticity of my asshole (without getting to loose of course!)and sucking on this big fat dildo, that has all the nice little details of a real cock. I know It will never be the same as a real one. But I have to practice. So that when the time comes, and my first Trans-sex-goddess is ready, I'll be ready too.

I just became a member of this site and so please keep this to yourself if I sound familiar. Now, you'll have to excuse me. I'm going to watch some more of this awesome porn and have my mind blown in the tub with some KY liquid and my new favorite toy. Ten inches of sweet dildo thick enough to press my insides and make me come like crazy.