Amber Becomes a Reality

Over the years I had fantasized more and more about kinky sex. At first it was just a little kinky but after surfing the Internet I have wanted to try almost anything and everything. The problem was I had been dating Jen. She wonderful and beautiful but she was not kinky at all. I would have loved to experiment but I loved her and was not willing to cheat. The fact I couldn't try any of the things I saw it made me want it even more. At first I spent a lot of time on bondage websites and I would even tie myself up while I masturbated. I started to pretended I was a slave to a mistress I named Valerie. I pretended Mistress Valerie was forcing me to do things to myself I didn't want to do.

As time went on I became more and more kinky. I went from looking just at girls and bondage websites to adding in she-male and gay websites. I never thought I would get a turned on thinking about cock but as you can tell, it happened. It got to a point where I would wear women's clothes and make-up while I masturbated and looked at the Internet. I even pretended Mistress Valerie gave me the name Amber. When I pretended to be Amber I would call my cock my clit, and my asshole was my pussy. I would dress up completely like a girl and fuck myself with a dildo. I would also do my best to walk and talk like a girl. As time went on I became more and more convincing as a woman. I think the fact that I'm thin, (I am five feet, five inches tall) and my face had feminine features helped me pull-off pretending to be a girl.

After about six months of this, I took it to a new level. Sometimes I would wear women's underwear under my clothes while I went out in public. I always wore them when I went to sex shops. At those shops I would buy assorted toys and videos so I could play with myself when Jen was busy or out of town. When I was alone in my fantasy world, I would watch she-male and bondage porn. I loved teasing my clit and keeping it hard without allowing myself to cum. Once the movie was over I would finally cum and I would make myself lick up every drop.