My very first experience with my classmate

He was amused by the sight...of me in lingerie..standing on the porch,it was obvious he was in a shock (or state of extacy?) and couldn't take his sparkling blue eyes off my firm body inside the dress...he closed the door behind,like he was worrying if someone could see us ..I don't know why but i felt the tears running down my cheeks as a result of this emotional discharge and hugged him,saying ''I was scared to death..of losing you...I thought you would never talk to me again''...Maybe i was being hysterical but i really wasn't thinking healthy at that moment..a typical girl:) I started to kiss him on the neck,nibbling his ears and tears were still running down...Then we sat,his head was between my hands...He was still in shock ''Why haven't you told me about it before?'' I answered ''How could i? You kept telling me about your girlfriend all the time''.. '' You know i am straight'' ..he started...That was the last thing i wanted to hear...''Do you really think someone lacking a vagina can't be female?..I have never been a boy...Look at me'' I yelled..showing my curvy booty and body in dress ''Do you think do i look like a boy?''...He was silent...No answer..but i understood he got my point..

He said ''Well you are really pretty and beautiful,you look amazing..I really don't know what to say..But you know how people are..Our schoolmates...How could we explain that to them? They would make fun of us''..I'm afraid he was right..I was emotional and he was logical..''They don't have to know'' i said..I was desperately trying to find excuses to change his mind .. '' And (the name of his girlfriend) ..I feel so bad..feel like cheating her..If i was single..I can't do that to her.'' he said..I was going to say ''Come on..that selfish bitch even doesn't suck your dick,she doesn't deserve you.'' with anger but i stopped myself..It would make everything worse..We agreed to become ''indoor lovers''...Keep it as a secret...between only 3 of us; me, him and God.

As we were both hormone-fueled teens,we were so thirsty of sex ..Making love to eachother almost daily after school...