A New Beginning

It's not easy to accept the fact that I ruined my own marriage. A lot of guys ruin their marriage by cheating on their wives with some piece of ass that wasn't worth it in the first place. Not me, I ruined it by becoming one of those pieces of ass.

From my earliest memories I knew I was supposed to have been born female. Being young, I didn't try to hide it because I thought it was how everyone felt and that nothing was unusual about it. Needless to say it freaked my parents out and I was discouraged from having those thoughts. They might have discouraged the actions, but the thoughts only got more intense as I grew.

My desire to become female never got in the way of my feeling for beautiful women, I think it made me more selective. I finally met the girl of my dreams and we got married. Sherry is everything I want to be. Long curly hair, soft delicate skin and every curve in just the right place.

I kept my desire a secret from Sherry. Mainly because I didn't feel like my desires would ever be fulfilled, so why risk it. I remember the day something inside me came to life. My desires grew to such an extant, that I didn't think I could make it another day as a male. I broke down and told Sherry everything.

She tried her best to be supportive and understand me. We started going shopping together and she helped me with hair and makeup. She even tolerated my lingerie during sex. I could tell she was uncomfortable with the new me but I was living my dream and continued anyway.

After a few months she told me she couldn't cope with it anymore. She told me it wasn't the life she wanted and she moved out. I was heartbroken and knew there was no way I could go back to pretending this part of me didn't exist so I let her go.

Sherry and I remained best friends and occasionally had sex, but I had a new secret that I was still hiding from her. I had started taking hormones and exercising to get my body in a more feminine shape. My face looked more delicate and my body weight was shifting to my butt and breasts. Sherry made a few comments about my breasts but I blamed it on my weight loss.